| Fucking shit. |
[May. 14th, 2008|10:04 pm] |
So basically I am a fucking procrastinator and I just decided that right now would be the perfect time to start my HUGE FUCKING END OF THE YEAR PROJECT that's due on Friday.
Fuck.
I seriously do shit like this all the time. It always gets done, I always get a good grade,
but I hate stressin. It's lame.
Today I found out that Katy is moving back to Texas cus of "drama". Funny when people bitch about the drama that they create! I guess that's what you get for letting a convict stay in your house, smart one. I dont know, love the girl, but really, you're not fucking God, so stop acting like it.
Still haven't talked to Estie. I'm glad. I realized life is genuinely better with out her in mine and Danielle's life. We are truley happy again. I finally got to see her mom, brother, and sister again. I think it's been almost a year. I missed them so much. Me danielle and her mom just sat around the table, drank tea and ate ice cream and cried. Her mom said that shes always loved me and missed me, me and danielle just did bad shit together, so she had to end our relationship. I understand.
It made us stronger.
I love life.
Prom on next Saturday.
chill.
BTW:
here's a pic from spooner's black&white party.
Haha fucking katie always does the hang loose sign.
Love it.
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[May. 11th, 2008|08:57 pm] |
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So basically I haven't had a livejournal in about 3 years.
But I decided to make a new one.
Yeah I dont have any friends on this thing, but thats ok its mostly for myself.
So basically, yeah i'm talking to myself.
I really dont fucking understand things with us lately.
I mean, I try so hard to make you happy and if I do one thing for myself it's the end of the world.
Dont try to make me feel so fucking guilty.
Cus I already do.
Cus I figured you would be mad, but a piece of me hoped that you would understand the situation.
I feel lke im on a leash.
I really tight leash.
And I'm sick of it.
Love, to you, has so many rules, but thats not the person I am.
Or the person I'll ever be. Blahhhh shoot me in the head. Why can't we just be happy? |
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